I want to feel the numbness

"Always in the way, I think I've had enough of this.
Why is everyone so cold and lonely?
Here I go again, I'll try releting to the selfishly absurd.

Take me for a ride and leave me somewhere

I can live, without feeling everybody's sorrow.
I want to feel the numbness that surrounds most of

our hearts, to feel like I am normal while ripping lives apart.

 

In the face on everyone I saw a little madness,
and decided not to be part of that scene."